O mum I so wish u where hear,had the hardest few days of my life since I was little and it’s not getting any easier.we had the loverly meal today you organised and it was loverly to c everybody.I miss you so much,my heart hurts.Christmas is goona b so hard and it’s going to b extra hard,will talk to u one minute after midnight when Santa’s been,it’s a shame he car,nt bring you back to us.love and miss you always,love Jeanette.xxxxxxx